For those not familiar with the pain of a negative result after an embryo transfer to a surrogate – you may wish to read this.
So today we got the news that our first little embryo did not make it. Chloe is not pregnant; there will be no baby in 9 months.
This is going to be a self-pity post, so if you don’t want to hear it, close the post now. I make no apologies for this post. I said from the outset of my blog that this would be an honest diary of the process and my feelings. I don’t expect anyone’s sympathy from this post. I just want to record my feelings of right now and also make others aware of the shit we go through in this process.
I will also say up front, that it goes without saying, yes it’s not the end of the world, I’m not dying and I already have one beautiful girl. Yes I am blessed and I know it. Yes I am better off than…
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